Friday, November 22, 2013

the quail

I’ve been avoiding this subject for some time now.  As of now, the empty cage sits in my backyard as a sad reminder of what several months ago brought a flurry of excitement into our home. 

The incubator stage was fun, the fragile babies a miracle of GOD it seemed, and the energetic little chicks were so entertaining I would lose hours of my day just laughing at their little quail antics.  I shared my office with them until they got too noisy and a bit to stinky for my liking.  It was time to move them out of their cozy little Rubbermaid tote to the big cage in the sunroom.  The sunroom is a glorified screen porch.  I was certain they would enjoy the fresh air, sunshine, and I would enjoy having a peaceful office once more. 

They thrived, eating everything in sight and drinking ridiculous amounts of water.  I learned what happens when you startle quail and chased more than one panicky helicopter around the sunroom.  I learned about sexing them and had determined who would eventually be culled.  I made an effort to pick up and kiss at least five of them per day.  They had the most curious little personalities and I spent a great deal of time educating anyone who was willing to come out and watch my quail demo.  Each day I would refill their water and food and pull handfuls of weeds with clods of dirt still intact.  It was funny to watch them with long grass.  It became evident why they are often referred to as prairie chickens.  They loved to hide in the tallest blades crouching down and scratching through the dirt hoping to find grubs or ants or anything tasty.  They would hop up as high as they could or stand on their tippy toes (tippy talons) to pull seeds down off the top of the weeds.  I fell even more in love. 

As the pregnancy hormones started to rage so did my nausea.  I have had this issue with each pregnancy often throwing up multiple times per day.  Needless to say there are certain triggers that can set one off.  It became impossible to get through feeding and daily cage cleaning without stopping to throw up several times.  Quail are lovely in many aspects, but the smell of quail manure is not something that quail enthusiasts advertise as one of their best qualities.  It stinks and lingers in one’s nasal passages.  Their last day in the sunroom I vomited on my feet.  I was wearing flip flops.  It was moving day. 

I am creative by nature so spurred by the recent vomit covered flip flops I started brainstorming furiously.  They needed to move outdoors so they didn’t smell as much, I needed to stop dealing with their manure each day.  The answer was simple.  I would place their cage in the backyard and take the aluminum manure catching tray out.  This would allow the manure to drop through the bottom of the cage onto the grass.  I determined that if I forced one of the big boys to come back with me each day we could each pick up one end of the cage and move it one cage length down the backyard.  It would be a modified quail tractor.  I praised myself for being  such an efficient problem solver. 
This system worked well for several weeks.  The quail seemed happy.  Actually I think quail always seem happy, but they were thriving and I was no longer vomiting, as much, while dealing with them.  Life was good. 

One afternoon, a few weeks into my genius backyard quail setup, two little boys flew through the back door with tears streaming down their faces.  Through sobs and snot they pulled on my apron begging me to come out to the back yard and see what the flies had done to the quailies.  The flies?  “They killed the quailies, they killed the quailies,” was all they kept repeating.  I threw on my flip flops and rushed to the scene of the crime.  I had not properly prepared for this.  What I found was horrifying.  The quail were all dead, at least I hoped to GOD they were.  It was a massacre.  Something had come in and literally pulled each quail, by whatever body part they could snag, through the wire mesh of the cage.  Feathers were everywhere.  Worse yet, body parts were everywhere.  Most of the little quail bodies were still in the cage, but their heads, wings, legs and feet were scattered throughout the backyard. 

We said a quick prayer and I sent the little boys into the house with strict warnings not to come back here again.  I took a deep breath and predictably vomited.  It broke my heart to imagine the suffering that these little quail went through.  I cried because they were my babies, I knew that some of them would die, but their lives would be honored and their meat used to feed our family.  I cried because this was not the way it was supposed to end.  I cried because this was supposed to be an amazing adventure in micro farming for the boys, not some horrific traumatizing life event that would haunt them in their sleep.  I cried thinking of their last moments being attacked by their ruthless predator.  But I also cried because I had thrown up on my flip flops… again.

So, sadly there you have it.  This is why I’ve been vague.  If I think about it too much I still throw up.  I will most definitely get more quail however, I need to finish incubating this little baby before starting another flock. 

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

six


Five seemed like such a ridiculously large amount of children a year ago when we found out we were expecting Huckleberry.  Five went from daunting to manageable to totally doable to a new normal.  So normal that it soon became time to shake things up once more. 

We are so excited to announce that our family will once again welcome another baby into our little pack of boys.  Baby six is due sometime in early May.  We do not know the gender yet but are excited to find out some time near Christmas.  Our house is divided on this subject.  Some of us like what we know and are standing firmly on Team Boy while a smaller but far more passionate Team Girl has taken up a strong campaign hoping for that little princess or at bare minimum that little tomboy. 

We planned to keep things under wraps until we were certain what the gender was but I have a tendency to be completely transparent when it comes to things like this.  It didn’t take long for several of my acquaintances in our close social circles to quickly recognize that look I must wear on my face during every pregnancy and called me out on it way too early.  I have little ability to lie.  This lead to a great deal of scheming to keep the knowing group far away from the unknowing group until all interested parties could be officially told.  Our boys were some of the last to find out and we did not want them to hear about it casually.   I can finally sleep knowing that everyone knows and I don’t have to wrack my brain with who knows and who doesn’t and how to keep the two parties apart.

The boys reacted much the way I anticipated.  They have grown accustomed to this routine and were all very excited.  There were lots of questions from the little boys and we all believe that Huck is in denial.  Sitting next to one of the Bigs in church last week I overheard his after communion prayers requesting that GOD deliver twins to our family.  Several weeks ago this would have concerned me but rest assured I did not leave that first appointment without confirmation of how many were in the litter and I can assure you it is only 1. 

Having a large number of children is such a strange concept. I follow several blogs with more than 10 children so on the spectrum 6 really isn’t that many but for the rest of the world it must seem like a lot. From the comments, the advice, the criticism, the awe and the curiosity I can never predict what might come out of a stranger’s mouth these days.  I am careful to think before reacting to the sometimes less than appropriate comments knowing that I usually have an audience of five small students taking in my every word and lesson.  Most often though I get the “God bless you” look or the soft head tilting reminiscing look of an 80 year old mother who tells me that she too had five sons. 

I loved the number five while it lasted but am looking forward to six.  I’m not sure how I feel about even numbers but I don’t feel strongly enough to start planning another pregnancy just to get back to an odd number. 

Thank you all for your love and support.  We are blessed to be surrounded by family and friends that support our decision to let GOD play a large role in the number of children we bring into this world.  Or at least are blessed with that same group of people that respect us enough not to share their strong opinions opposing our view.   

Sunday, August 4, 2013

the quail are coming

Somewhere out there in Georgia there lives a woman who probably works a full time job and is a bit quirky so on the side raises quail.  She sells the eggs on E Bay because her husband says she already has too many weird hobbies.   
Somewhere out there in Florida there lives a woman who probably works a full time job and is a bit quirky so on the side she wants to raise quail.  She buys them on E Bay even though her husband says she already has too many weird hobbies. 
In the wee hours of the morning a few days ago I was sitting in my office with my dog and a boy asleep at my feet while I wandered into a dangerous section of E Bay, the farming section.  Like a middle aged man with a porn addiction (sorry for the graphic nature, but I have a problem) I stared wide eyed at the screen.  Then I did the unthinkable and typed “quail hatching eggs” into the search fields.  It was the exact right combination of words to bring up, not eating eggs, not quail egg crafts, not pictures of quail, but the actual listings for fertile eggs that one could actually place in an incubator and hatch out their very own amazing little quailies.
Math is not my strong point so I spend a great deal of time figuring out just how many eggs I wanted.  I would like to end up with 1 male and 6 females.  So if roughly half of my eggs turned out to be male and half female I would need approximately 12 eggs right?  I figure some might not hatch so made an attempt to read the reviews from previous egg buyers to feel out the probability of my hatch rate and got overwhelmed, so just assumed maybe four wouldn’t hatch.  Then I just figured that since this is my first time around and I’ve never actually been the captain of an incubator there is a decent chance that user error would maybe cause some to hatch but die shortly thereafter or maybe be still born.  Can that even happen in quails?  I do not know.  You may be losing faith in my ability to come up with an accurate set of statistics or actually raise quail altogether but rest assured that 24 is the magic number of eggs that a family my size should order.  Statistically I would have had a better chance of getting the number of eggs correct if I would have just drawn a number out of a hat instead of putting an hour of half witted predictions into some made up equation where half my input was not logical and several mathematical errors were made.  But 24 it is.   
Next I sifted through buyers until I found a handful willing to sell in quantities of 24.  I located a seller in Georgia, read the listing and then…  Clicked the Add to Cart button.  I’m sure many of you have added quail to your shopping cart.  This sounded perfectly reasonable to me and the sleeping boy and the sleeping dog did nothing to stop me so I went ahead and paid for my purchase. 
I have been wanting quail forever.  In the way that a mother longs for a baby, I have had their little coop set up for months and walk by it everyday staring at the empty hutch imagining little quailies hopping around.  I’ve always had an excuse for not being ready.  An upcoming vacation which would require a quail sitter, a job that required me to travel for weeks at a time leaving my less than quail enthusiast husband home to care for my babies etc.…  I was never ready and then the other night I pulled the trigger. 
It’s done, the quail are on their way.  We can’t undo this.  It’s happening.  I am really gonna be a quail momma (assuming nothing tragic happens).  I also have to figure out how to operate my incubator, build a brooder and figure out how to possible dispatch (that means kill to any newbie farmers like me) all the extra males.  Oh yeah and figure out how to clean them, cook them and stop crying long enough to eat them.  I had a long talk with my mom about all the things that could potentially go wrong.  She brought up some valid points like 1 year olds that might squeeze fragile quail and a dog that may eat them.  All things I will consider however, I prefer to live in my little farming fantasy world and am predicting that this adventure is gonna be fantastic.  I can hardly wait.

Saturday, August 3, 2013

a new season

I often find myself in the middle the novel that is my strange little life turning the page and starting a new chapter.  Like any worthy novel, I’m usually so excited to get started that one chapter just melds into the next with out missing a beat.  This new chapter is full of change. 
I am not longer in the go live arena traipsing across country assisting hospitals implementing new software.  I feel incredibly blessed with an opportunity that has come my way.  Well, not exactly that easily, but regardless I won the prize.  I am still supporting surgeons, anesthesiologists, doctors and nurses with EPIC with one tiny, incredibly important, difference.  I support them over the phone and by remoting into their computers.  This difference means very little to all the struggling EPIC babies, but it means the world to my boys and my deserving husband.  I am able to do all my work from home.  I play with the boys all day and then slink off to my office (usually with one or two of them in tow) and log in.  I take calls from 5 pm to 1 am.  I’m three weeks in and already feel like I’m on top of the world.  I love the challenge of a seething physician or a crashing patient with an equally crashing computer. 
Huck isn’t too much of a baby anymore.  He’s in size three diapers, eating everything his brothers eat and doing his best to keep up with the pack.  He turned one yesterday.
We are finally settled in the new house and have taken some time and money to make it ours.  Scott has a honey do list a mile long and whips through it at an amazing speed.  I think he’s at Lowes every week.  We’ve painted the outside, replaced the front door, sodded the front lawn, put in a new mailbox, remodeled the kitchen, painted most of the rooms and a few weeks ago he built me an office.  It turned out incredible.  If I had all the money in the world it would be completely decorated, but we’re not quite in that position. 
The boys are getting ready to head off to school in a few weeks.  Gavin will be entering middle school this year which was a real turning point for me.  I loved the elementary school the boys all attended, but the middle school we were assigned to I was far less comfortable with.  We explored the always nagging thought of homeschool, which for the first time ever would be a real possibility with my new job and we toured private schools.  We fell in love with a small private Catholic school with a ridiculously large tuition.  Scott wanted to send them all there, the budget however, did not.  After lots of thought and prayer, I turned this matter over to GOD and low and behold, our boys will be attending Catholic school.  Finn, Tommy and Gavin will all be together in an amazing school with fantastic classmates.  We are pleased and blessed that we belong to a parish that appreciates moms who teach religion (and that make incredible dreams come true for said moms).
I have been cleaning and organizing and cooking all day long.  Being home has been amazing.  I have charts for everything.  Meal planning, zone cleaning, chore charts and calendars make my stay home days most predictable. 
We have been working really hard to adopt a more Paleo approach to food and cooking.  It’s been a super exciting journey, only three weeks in to wean the boys off sugar and onto some more beneficial foods.  The side effects are most welcome as well. 
I look forward to what this chapter holds.  I have a few plans that I am looking to execute including the quail, some potential small scale fish farming, the explosion of a planned September planting and maybe a few other surprises.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

updates

From California to Kentucky and from Kentucky back to Florida.  This has been my agenda over the past few months.  We are currently enjoying having me on a hometown project.  My hospital is implementing yet another piece of their EMR puzzle and has asked me to join the cause and work for them for the next few months.  I can certainly appreciate working in my own city again mostly because it involves sleeping in my own bed every night and seeing my family more. 

Things have remained chaotic, in a good way, at home.  Just when things calm down, we start projects like gutting the kitchen or decide we should paint over the ugly pink color that was once the outside of our home. 

I've been kitchenless for the past week and a half mostly due to my own fault.  Sometimes my optimism needs to do a reality check.  When the cabinet guy warned us that we should cool it on the gutting part because the cabinets might not be finished quite so quickly, I encouraged Scott the destroyer to rip it all out.  Keep going I assured him.  After all, I'm creative, I can make lots of things in my amazing crock pot.  That announcement was roughly 31 meals ago.  I no longer feel this way.  We are actually coming to the end of this project and I can appreciate all the money, time and inconvenience that have been part of this remodel.  I will have pictures to post soon.

The boys are well. 

Gavin is hoping desperately to get taller soon.  He announced to us last night that we better look out because he is going to be hitting his growth sperm soon.  I hope for his sake that he does add a few inches to his height in the coming weeks.  Tommy is gaining on him monthly and it won't take long and he will surpass Gavin.  We found out what middle school he will be attending next year.  Nervous doesn't even begin to sum up how I feel about middle school and this school in particular.  Home school, private school and combinations of options linger on my mind.  I'm not sure what direction we will head. 

Tommy is Tommy.  He is finding his creative side and channeling that energy daily.  Often times it's in the form of cutting apart and reassembling cardboard boxes into people, Flat Stanley style.  I have several rather creepy characters hanging from my curtain rods in the bedroom.  They are the last thing I see when I close my eyes and the first thing I see when I open them.  There is something so eerie about the way kids draw people. 

Finn is getting taller as well.  No bigger around, but longer and leaner everyday.  He is working so hard to master some of the skills he will need to do well in kindergarten.  Somehow he is aware that he is a bit behind the curve and has lots of work to do.  If I'm not prompting him to count or sing me his version of the alphabet, he is prompting me. 

Petey is so sweet these days.  He trails around after Finn preferring be near him all the time.  It's funny how the table have turned.  For years it was Finn chasing Peter telling him what to eat and drink and play with and now it's the opposite.  Peter cries when Finn tries to get up in the middle of a play session.  "Noooooo, come back, don't leave me."  They act an awful lot like twins sometimes.  Peter longs for the day when he can go to school like Finn.  I hope Finn continues to set good examples for Pete because he is a powerful role model right now.

Little Huck is getting sweeter each day.  He ate his first dog food the other day when he decided he could crawl.  he proceeded to crawl from the living room to the kitchen, find the dog dish and have a bite.  I will mention that this did not happen on my watch, although it probably could have.  He loves to eat.  Huck loves nursing, loves the bottle, loves his brothers cups, loves to sit in is high chair and stuff his little mouth with anything he can convince his brothers to give him a bite of. 

Auggie Doggie is often referred to as The Hog.  We are still trying to maintain our pecking order.  The Hog wakes up most mornings determined that he will go to bed in the evening as the Alpha dog.  It's a constant struggle to remind him that he is not the dictator of the house and to remind the boys that they need to keep him in check.  About 30 hours of Dog Whisperer on Netflix and I have still not cured him.  On the plus side, he is neutered now, he will sit on command and comes when we call him most of the time unless he suspects he is in trouble.  Something tells me he will require a lifetime of training.  Scott is trying to find a place in his heart for Auggie, but as of now, the two don't really see eye to eye.

It was my birthday yesterday.  I do not feel older, in fact, I do not even know how old I am.  I know I was born in 1981, but haven't had the time or motivation to do the math.  If you want to figure it out, go ahead.  The house is coming together.  We still have a long way to go but at least I have a 2013 kitchen and dining room.  The rest of the house is still circa 1961, but the sixties were an alright time in our history I think so I'm not in a huge rush. 

We have great plans for gardens and my quail and a few other fun projects, but need to get the kitchen wrapped up first.  I look forward to what adventures we find next.

Monday, January 28, 2013

california

I signed my final papers today for a 17 day California project.  I'm leaving soon.  I planned on breaking this gently to the boys and analyzing their reactions but... in true Scott fashion he told them all while driving them home from religion the other night without me.  I always worry for them and keep information from them and present it gently only when I feel most appropriate.  Not Scott.  He tells it like it is when it happens.  Maybe this is better.  I tend to overthink all things related with my boys anyway.  So now they know and no, they weren't concerned in the least that I was leaving for work again. 

This was comforting to me.  I remember when I was pregnant for the first time.  I wasn't concerned or worried at all for the birth of Gavin.  I remember saying to Scott, "How bad could it really hurt?"  I'm not like those other women, I can handle this.  Then there was the second pregnancy.  I worried about the birth of Tommy and the pain of labor as soon as that pregnancy test confirmed I was pregnant.  There is something significant about going through a traumatic experience the second time around.  You know what's coming, you remember the pain, you agonize over what's to come.  I told Scott that my first trip would be easy to explain to the boys, but it was my second that would be the most telling.  This time around when the boys found out I was leaving I planned on carefully studying their reactions.  They know what it means now when I say I am going to be gone for 17 days.  They've lived it.  But as usual, the thoughts that keep me up at night are my worries and just that, the boys aren't concerned in the least.  I guess that means that Scott and I did an OK job maintaining their little lives the last time we went through this. 

Today I hung up a new paper chain.  This is the chain that hangs in the dining room that signifies how many days are left on my trip.  They cut one off each night after getting off the phone with me and then count the days remaining.  I could see them look up then down taking in just how many links there were.  I was anticipating some groans.  "At least it doesn't touch the floor," was the only comment then they all ran off in a pack to play outside some more.  Phew!

Preparing this time around was much less overwhelming.  So many systems were already in place.  Scott has a fantastic routine he puts the boys through when I am gone and we have been practicing bits and pieces of it this week.  The boys cling to the routine and really find comfort in it.  They enjoy teaching it to me so I let them.  I plan to continue Scott's super routine when I get home this time and try to avoid falling into our oh so casual routine.  I think that would be healthier for them. Scott runs such a tight ship while I'm gone because he has to.  He cannot chance losing control or allowing chaos to reign when he's alone but when I'm home it's a different story.  If the boys go to bed without laying out their clothes or forget to brush their teeth at night Scott knows that I will catch up in the morning.  We are both more casual when we are around each other. 

I plan to leave a suitcase permanently packed next time.  I didn't actually use many of the items I had packed last time while at home.  Today was the first day I actually put on mascara.  I had to take it out of my travel bag?  How sad is that or actually how awesome is that?  The boys don't care how thick my eyelashes look so there's really no need when I'm not working and I love it.  I'm already working on booking my next project after California and it would be great if I could get the prepping down from 1 week to just a few days.  Last time I prepped for two weeks so just needing a week is already a huge improvement. 

I am creating a list of things that need to be done every time I leave so that I don't have to try to remember so much.  I emailed Tommy's teacher requesting his homework for the next two weeks.  I'm not sure where I stand on this.  Last time we had it complete prior to me leaving.  That took a huge to do task off of Scott's to do list.  Let's just say that doing homework with Tommy is not my favorite task these days.  It's like trying to make a fly land on your finger.  Lots of chasing around the house, reminding, focusing, reigning in, redirecting and hand holding.  I do not want to put that on Scott if I don't have to so I am trying to come up with alternatives.  One thought is to make copies of the homework so that I can help him via Skype.  This may be a twist he'd enjoy or maybe he would just get up and leave and I would be left staring at an empty computer chair frustrated.  I don't know but plan to come up with some ideas in the coming days.

I still plan to scale back all extra-curriculars while I'm gone.  This worked well last time and seems to take the pressure off everyone.  The freezer is stocked with bachelor food for them that require little effort and maximum calories.  They are looking forward to this.  The dog will go away to Miss Tammie's again to give Scott one less little boy to look after. 

I will allow myself to be excited about California once I get on the plane but for now I need to focus on everyone at home and get as prepared as possible. This includes actually getting a good night's sleep so good night!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

updates

I returned from Texas to a house full of very happy little men.

I have spent the last few weeks trudging through Christmas, enjoying company and finally in the last week or so exploring my new normal which will be my life as a stay home mom (sort of).  I have been so busy exploring that I have not been updating here so for those of you ever so curious here's what's been going on at our little homestead.

The littles just knocked on the door and requested watermelon

I stopped typing, sliced watermelon, placed it in a large purple bowl and sent them on their way

Glenn Beck mentioned creative farming the other day on his show

Scott mentioned that he thinks we should get quail (ya think?!?)

I ordered my quail

Scott put my cage together

This makes me smile

The big little just knocked wearing purple bowl on his head squinting while watermelon juice dripped in his eye and requested sliced bananas

I stopped typing, sliced bananas, placed them in the large purple bowl and sent him on his way

I rediscovered Flylady and have the cleanest house I've ever had

I have a vision and work hard every day to make it a reality

Zone 3 is today, our bedroom will be spotless, organized and a source of tranquility by this afternoon

I made homemade laundry soap

It's beautiful

It's cheap, 17 cents per gallon

Scott approves and wants me to figure out a way to make homemade dryer sheets

Yay Scott, that's the spirit

My dog is still bad, but not as bad

My mom didn't hate him when she came to visit

My couponing is going stronger than ever

I've discovered a super secret new website for Target coupons that has made my life easier

The family closet is completely functional now

It's awesome

It's not beautiful yet, but it will be

We found starfish at the beach the other day

They're on my shelf now

I swept the sidewalk in front of my house today

The littles just knocked again, bananas are gone, purple bowl is cracked in half, they want more watermelon

I stopped typing, sliced more watermelon, filled their grubby little hands with slices and sent them on their way

I got a new computer

One with a working shift key, appreciate the capital letters

I have been digging deeper into permaculture

Plans for an urban garden are in the works

I am overwhelmed with new ideas

Huck went right back to nursing the minute I returned

I still make him take and ounce of formula or two once a week to make sure he will survive another trip although my freezer has an amazing amount of breastmilk in it

I successfully pumped, stored and traveled with roughly two gallons of breast milk while in Texas

My fourth grade religion class was happy to have me back

A bit too happy, we got a bit loud last night

My truck is clean

My husband is shocked

I went to the farmers market today and plan to every Thursday

It was fun

I can't wait to get my quailies

I am fighting with photo gallery

I will get it fixed soon

I will show you all lots of photos of the goings on around here

The littles knocked again, they want acorn squash

I explained that it had to be cooked

They explained, they want to use it as a ball, not to eat

I told them to go wash their hands

They washed their hands in the tippy tap outside

We built a homemade handwashing station outside

It is truly simple but genius

This is the cleanest my boys hands have ever been and the cleanest my bathroom sink has ever been

I will be sure to post photos

The littles are back with more produce requests, I must go as they are climbing into the refrigerator and Huck just woke up.